My little rant

I first am going to appologize in advance. What you are about to read is totally a rant, if you don't want to hear it don't read it!

I do not understand how people think in regards to their children. Why is it so damn hard for people to put their children first and foremost?? Why would a single parent -mother or father, want to be in a relationship, or even date someone who refuses to be around their child?? If someone I was considering a serious relationship with told me they didn't want my child around they would get a big fuck you and that would be the end of it. How could someone be so selfish to act any other way? How could you make your poor child sit alone in a room all day for your own selfish motives? The person I am speaking about is (thankfully) not someone intimately involved in my own life or that of my daughter but they have a little princess a year older than my daughter. This little girl is such a sweet heart and she literally will get into trouble for leaving her room if her parents "significant other" is at her house. What is that about? I feel like this child is going to be damaged from this crap. It makes me cry for her. I wish I could save her and make everything happy and lovie for her. I try to be there for her as much as I am allowed but it doesn't feel lime its enough. She said Kyleigh and I are her best friends. How sweet is she? I wish I had an answer to make it all better for her.

I hope that her parent realizes very soon what a mistake they are making before this little girl has any long term issues from this crap.

That is all for now, I will get off of my soap box.

Another day, another dollar

I am not feeling very well right now. I have an incredible headache that doesn't seem to want to let up. To top that off I took an 800mg Motrin on an empty stomach, so I feel queasy too. I am going to eat right now, and hope that it helps me feel better.

I came to the realization yesterday that selling those bows like I had planned is probably not going to be as easy as I'd hoped. Luckily I have a friend who has kind of navigated the crazy world that is Etsy, so she has been giving me advice and even agreed to go to a craft fair with me in the future. She makes handbags and reusable grocery bags, they are pretty awesome!

Bedtime as of late has been a battle with little one. She has a certain movie she wants to watch all the time and she will lay there and actually watch it instead of going to sleep. Then she will list off all of the people she can and ask me where they are. I tell her everyone is asleep. Are they really? I don't know but she doesn't need to know that. She was on a schedule where she was asleep by 9:00, but now she will fight as long as possible. Just last night she was up until 11:45ish. :( Hopefully this phase doesn't last too long or I am going to have to tranquilize her (just kidding, not really lol).

I am going to focus on eating right now, so I will check back in later. Hope everyone has a great day!