My sister is in town this week. It is nice to see her, but my excitment turned to frustration pretty quickly. She keeps pointing out how I am "so tense" and "seem depressed" and then proceeds to act like I hate her and treat her like crap. This only adds to my already over flowing plate of shit. I am so sick of people placing me and my life under a magnifying glass and doing nothing but further burning me. I am so fed up. I wish that I could just have a couple of days where I can be me and feel how I feel (good or bad) without random comments. People, I hope, mean well when they do that but it only makes me feel worse.