June 15, 2011

Moving into an apartment of my own is something I want so bad right now that it has begun to be all I can think about. I am having a hard time being nice about everything with my mom and her boyfriend. Neither of them have jobs and they both continuously complain about how much food I "dont" buy or what kind etc etc etc. I do what I can with what I have and it is never good enough. I dont feel it is my responsibilty to support either of these grown adults but I am trying to help.

I have to keep Kyleigh as my main priority and that is a concept neither of them seem to understand. He has no children and she never put hers before herself or any man she was ever with. So having a child's welfare put before tgeir own is apparently beyond comprehension for them. My goal is to have enough saved for a deposit on a place by the time our lease is up. If I cant get that accomplished I might move to my grandma's until I get my tax return then use that money to move. I cant wait to get my VERY OWN place :)! I am so dang excited for that.