June 19, 2011

Let the good times roll! Lol.

I am trying to figure out what I am going to do with everything in my life. I am going crazy at my house, and I dont know that I will be able to save enough money for a deposit for my own place. I am wasting so much of my own money supporting and providing for people that should be providing for themselves. Then I have a guilty concious if I dont support them. I had spoken to a family member awhile back about possibly satying with them for a few months until I saved up enough money for a deposit, and now they informed me that they are fighting to keep their home from foreclosure. I just want a stable place fory daughter and it makes me sick that I feel like I cant. I was always going to do better for my kids than my mom did for me and now even a place to live is a struggle.

I really hope accepting this new position is going to be as beneficial as Im hoping and assuming it will be.

Life is a struggle right now, but I know I can do it. Just gotta keep fighting I suppose. Hope everyone has a good week!

2 comments:

  1. Whats the new position?

    I'm sorry that your home life is a struggle right now. But I know you can fight through it and come up ahead in the future.

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  2. Im the assistant manager in castle now. Hopefully it is good enough to keep me afloat

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